Grace Brooker: In control of emotions and growing after injury setback
November 7, 2021, is likely to be the worst day in the career of Grace Brooker. Not only were the Black Ferns dealt a record 15-56 defeat by England but in the 24th minute Brooker left the field with a debilitating knee injury.
It would be seven months before Brooker could run again and 476 days between games of rugby for the Canterbury second-five.
Brooker admits she still carries a lot of pain but insists she's a better player.
"When I was injured I watched a lot of rugby with the perspective of a professional player for the first time," Brooker told RugbyPass.
"That allowed me to grow my tactical awareness and became more alert to the space and where the defence is, and what they are doing.
"When I came back I found myself making decisions more quickly rather than hesitating for a couple of seconds. It's been great to provide game drivers on my inside with another voice."
The greater incisiveness of Brooker was utilised by Sir Wayne Smith at the World Cup. Brooker was summoned to do remote video analysis.
Further evidence of her superior instincts was on display a few weeks ago when she scored two tries for Canterbury in their 42-12 win over Bay of Plenty in the Farah Palmer Cup.
Earlier this year she helped Matatu win Super Rugby Aupiki, rekindling a formidable partnership with fellow Black Fern, Amy Du Plessis.
"Aupiki was awesome. Who wouldn't want to play beside their best friends? The vibe of that team is one of the best I've experienced and we had an amazing coaching staff of Tony Christie, Blair Baxter, Whitney Hansen, and Dan Cron," Brooker said.
"Dupes is an absolutely amazing athlete, a determined, passionate, and knowledgeable person.
"The best thing about our relationship is that we challenge each other. If something goes wrong the other one will tell them. Criticism is always solution-focused."
Brooker made her long-awaited return to the international arena in the Black Ferns’ 39-17 win over the USA in Ottawa.
"I was balling my eyes out during the national anthem. I was so proud and relieved to be back and then I caught the eye of my physio Jen Ardagh who was laughing and that made me cry even more," Brooker said.
"Jen is the biggest reason I'm back on the field. There were some dark times in recovery but her empathy, knowledge, and support were massive."
The Black Ferns were in a massive spot of bother against the USA. Halfback Iritana Hohaia was red-carded for a high tackle after two minutes and shortly thereafter the Black Ferns were down 5-17.
Something had to give. World Rugby Player of the Year Ruahei Demant was brought onto steady the ship. After half an hour Brooker was replaced.
"I was upset to go off the field. I wasn't playing my best but I felt like I was playing well enough to be there and that was the feedback I got afterwards.
"I guess the biggest thing about that Test match for me was just getting back in the arena again. I loved the tour. The environment was a lot freer than it was in 2021. The expansive and physical style we're trying to play is really fun and suits our strengths."
In 2020 while playing for Canterbury against Hawke’s Bay, Brooker dropped the ball over the try line and reacted with a big grin and flamboyant forward roll which went viral on social media. It was an unusual response to a mistake but speaks volumes of her positive character.
“That was one of the biggest moments of my life because I got a lot of grief for it which helped me put errors and pressure into perspective. When I used to make a mistake I’d slap my arm or leg and get really negative. Why did I behave like that? It wasn’t a tight game so it didn’t matter. I was relaxed and having fun. Why was I upset afterwards? I dropped the ball over the line in the final which was a bigger moment and almost more costly.
“I wrote a psychology paper on the incident and my research showed negative psychology leads to stress and negative physical movements. We can control our emotions in lots of ways by trying to be more positive and neutral. It's not always easy but it helps ourselves and others around us.”
Brooker scored an A+ for the paper.
Latest Comments
Some interesting stats that just proved what my first impression of NZ’s drive to speed up Rugby Union would amount to - fine margins here and there to cut a few seconds off the game and nothing else. To do more there would have to be wholesale changes to the game like doing away with scrums, lineouts and bringing back the ELV’s to have free kicks instead of penalties. Very little chance of it happening but, in the end, Ruby Union would be a 15-man version of Rugby League. There are reasons why Rugby Union is globally more popular that Rugby League and what NZ are also not considering is the unintended consequences of what they want to achieve. This will end up turning Rugby Union into a low value product that will not be acceptable to the paying public. If people really wanted a sped-up version of rugby, then why is Rugby Union globally way more popular than Rugby League? Rugby lovers all over the world are also not stupid and have seen through what NZ are trying to achieve here, selfishly to bring back their glory days of dominance over every other nation and compete with Rugby League that is dominant in Australasia. NH countries just don’t have the cattle, or the fantastic weather needed to play like NZ SR franchises do so good luck to whoever has to try and convince the NH to accept going back to the days of NZ dominance and agreeing to wreck the game in the process. I have serious doubts on the validity of the TV stats presented by GP. All they did was expand the broadcasting base by putting it on free to air, not even any indication of arresting the continued drop in viewership. Match day attendance goes hand in hand with broadcast ratings so if there was an increase in the one you should expect to see it with the other. However, the drop in match day attendance is very evident to the casual highlights package viewer. The only club who looks to be getting solid attendance is the Drua. I am calling it now that NZ’s quest to speed up the game will fail and so will the vote on the 20-minute red card.
Go to commentsIt’s a good, timely wake up call for NZ Rugby (seem to be a few of them lately!) - sort out the bureaucratic nonsense at board level. We can’t expect to stay the number one option without keeping fans/players engaged. We’ve obviously been bleeding players to league for years but can’t let the floodgates open (although I think this headline is hyperbolic as it’s a result of a recent Warriors pathways system where they are tracking things more closely) Understand the need to focus boys on rugby if they’re at a proud rugby school too, don’t think it’s harsh at all re Barakat in Hamilton. Reward the committed players with squad positions. An elite 1st XV system in NZ has done more for league than they even realise, think it’s good to protect our game further.
Go to comments